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    When Ilya walks into the showers and finds Hollander experiencing his first heat, he finds himself having to assist more than he ever expected to.

    “What is it?” Rozanov asked in thickly accented English.

    “Uh…Do you know what I should do about this heat…?” Shane asked, feeling like a total idiot as he hadn’t prepared what he should say.

    “No one told you?” Rozanov said irritably.

    “Um, no. I thought I was a beta. No one gave me suggestions for this.”

    “Oh, Jesus, Hollander. You’re asking me to walk you through your heat?”

    “…Please?” Shane begged.

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    14 Aug 2026

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    «A safe space, somewhere he could breathe. I know things didn’t end well between the two of you - but did they actually end at all? I’m not supposed to tell you this - I know I’m not - but he asked me to, so… I’m just trying so hard to be a good friend: when they asked him what he’d miss the most, he said ginger ale. Hollander - Shane, I have never seen my man Roz drink a ginger ale.»

    The room spins around him at full speed and Shane needs to hold on to the kitchen counter not to fall flat on his face.

    “That better just be ginger ale, rook.”
    “There’s ginger ale in the fridge.”
    “Ginger ale cold enough?”

    Fuck, Rozanov.

    or: Shane comes out to Ilya in Tampa, but terrified of what loving him would mean, Ilya walks away.
    After Grigori Rozanov’s death, the loneliness Ilya has carried his whole life becomes too heavy to survive alone. Months later, he attempts suicide.
    While hiding away at his cottage in Québec, Shane receives a phone call from Hayden Pike.
    This story begins eight minutes later.

     

    TW: mental health issues - depression - suicide attempt

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    13 Aug 2026

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    Ilya considers the bag for a moment. Then he looks up at Shane, a slow, mischievous grin lighting up his face.

    “You know,” he says casually, taking a step forward. “I have heard that having sex while on mushrooms is, ah… very intense experience.”

    Shane’s jaw drops. “You can’t possibly be suggesting what I think you’re suggesting, Ilya. No. No fucking way.”

    Ilya can’t help but notice the way Shane looks at the bag, though. Despite his efforts to look annoyed, he looks… almost curious.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Shane’s eyes drop down, landing on Ilya’s mouth—except all that does is bombard him with fifty different images of what Ilya’s lips would look like with saliva dripping down his chin, cheeks rosy-red, gazing up at Shane with hazy, galaxy eyes as he lies naked and ruined in their sheets.

    And then, because Shane never learned how to control his lovesick mind when it comes to Ilya, that thought is immediately accompanied by the image of Ilya all fucked-out, his blushing face panting with the exertion of keeping his thighs spread, of being taken apart. He thinks about Ilya moaning and whimpering, hole fluttering helplessly as Shane teases it with his tongue, his fingers, his cock, thinks about Ilya begging for him, to let him cum—

    “Shane?”

    —and suddenly Shane’s hungry in a completely different way.

    (It’s 8:02 in the morning when Shane watches Ilya sleep—dead to the world, curls a mess, with drool dripping down pink lips and onto their silk pillows—and thinks, I want to fuck my boyfriend.)

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    02 Aug 2026

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    When more than half of the MLH gets stranded during a snow storm, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov find themselves not only roommates, but they get stuck with the one room that has only one bed. Who knows how long they'll have to deal with being stuck with one another, but at least their friends Hayden Pike and Cliff Marlow are also there, right? What could go wrong...?

    Or Shane is forced to share a room with Ilya while Hayden is forced to share a room with Cliff for a few days and HayLow tries to play detective.

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    02 Aug 2026