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Sometimes.
Sometimes I try not to think about you. And
Sometimes I don't want to not think about you for a second.
Right now.
Right now is such a moment
A moment in which I want to think about you every moment
But it hurts.
The guilt runs deep and the pain of days gone by is always present.
But whenever I think about you,
whenever I remember our moments together,
I only think about the beautiful ones.
We've had enough ugly ones and they're not worth thinking about.
The beautiful ones let me carry on.
The beautiful ones give me strength.
I need this strength for you, my love.